Lovestory,

2012-01-26T10:36:00.000+08:00

"Smile", The way you smile, make my life much more lifely.

I love the way you treat me, the way you smile, talks, sometimes smiling like a fool.

Eg today, seeing you drink milo. Staring and emo-ing. Once i called you, start smiling like a fool,

Make me laugh, (: 24th, my importance (: Everyone have different pattern, hardly the same. But i just dk whye i love the way you do. Seriously, iloveyou.

Preparing off to airport.

Saying " Bye to Singapore" (: Morning meet baby ,gladys and jasmine all at khatib mac. have my breakfast and off to home. Few more hours time and i'm leaving singapore, flying to taiwan, Hopes it have a safe trip and everything's alright. (: It's quite cold over there, shag manz, wearing mcm like a polar bear. goshhy~

Kyaaa, short post, will try update more in taiwan, see free anot. (: Gonna missdie Jingyin & him. lovelove. (:

Kyya, Bye!

2012-01-24T17:49:00.000+08:00

i love him, he's the one that bring me smile,laughter,joke.he won't fool around, even he is a sillyass. but, he still make me smile when have something happen through, i love him loads, thanks to him. (:

Wiink, I'm back home from bainian. (: DAY 2 WEARING. (: NICE BOH? LOLS.
Morning, meet celine, yishun-> cine->orchard->far east plaza-> home. wear dress, fall down with wearing heel! laugh die boh? K than, to somewher~ (: Now preparing going out again, chatting with baby. gosh, love die him. he's fucking cute bodoh, never regretted. >< 24thJan, (: This few days will be quite busy as, i'm gonna oversea to taiwan have a journey. till 3 feb. hopes everything goes right, will miss you. (:
short post. and bye~

2012-01-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

On, Thursday~ (::

Today:

Alright this all photo is for thursday to now! First few wearing red shirt with darling, is during reunion dinner,
went to eat with her, >< met hein at northpoint. wiink`~ Than took bus, around 11 plus i reached back home, cus aft eat w her, i went out~ Kayy~
TODAY, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012~
BRAND NEW YEAR START FROM NOW! kays, get 200 angbao so far~
and pluss all 2 bucks, - 10 bucks~ blahblah, have 250! wiiee~ Lols, Enjoy this few days, spend with tricia.
Especially today! with two cute barbie doll at tricia house. with celine. wtf, gosh guess what? crap there and here, laugh ttfm! >< wondering today she wear high heel, borrow from celine shoes and wear cus she wanna try. yet she falling~ gosh, laughing . unglam. (: hmm, i'm abit lAZY TO UPDATE~ CURRENTLY SORETHROAT, LOLS,
Kays, end short boring post. lols, (: i miss my dear girl KJY!

2012-01-16T19:26:00.000+08:00

Wtf of this few dayy?! Super hot manz, morning wake up at 7.15am, was late. wasting time ^^ shower for 15 mins, eating food and dad drive me to sku. put me down at 851. aft seeing he go off, i sit on the banches and waiting for the tcher to talked finish till 8.20. than i go in sch, faster ran up to class. (:
9,AM , P.E lesson, fk up sia. Soccer. -.- so hot. wtf is this? -.- skipskipskipskip.
chev came find me recess time, having some jokes and laughter, than went class, skip my last period chinese. than go somewher aft that back to class, helped out do notice board till now! idiot sia. don't even know how colour properly. shag. -.- making me waste my whole time till now, still doing deco. till 6 plus back home, until now still doing, so hardwork hor me? omg. lame.

2012-01-14T12:19:00.003+08:00

I Admit yesterday 13th of Jan, I cried. I cried for few days just for the mistake i make. But i've keep on repeating like a radio, Yet same, ignoring me. Everyday tolerating tolerating. Hiding off our problem and never even tell me, just make me wait like a dumb. Seriously. idk what to say. I found that it's really, totally useless to let me do so much thing for ue, wanted to pass u to with the box. But yet, it's just a wtf ending, I think that box also no use anymore, shall throw it away, and now on, we're different spaces people.

I'll move on my life, without you i still can live as normal, live more delighted without you. I still have so much people who cares me more than youh, who always there when i need them. Seriously, i love them much ya.

This not my first sight, don't worry. ~

Kayys, btw meet cheveline just not long ago, Staring at her make me smile like a fool. Omgomfg! ><

We eat mac for lunch than to timezone, she make me happy omg! Trying to cheer me up, making me laugh.

Than, went buy share tea, after that took bus, she went to find lina, i went home. Mami was cheering me up, omg, i love her manz. Kayys, it've happen already, nothing to sad or be regretful with.

Last, Bye.

Tmrw will be better than today,

2012-01-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

SUACHFUNNYBOY EATING ALONE. KELIAN.

-My face so freaking chubby ><

ME! YOOHOO! Back blogging! This few days was delighting and frustrated~

went in naval base sec this few days, play basket ball. Today, in school with darling cheveline's. Is like OMGOMGOMFG! SUCHA NICE FKING DAMM CUTE GIRL. Kays, than recess we have fun, this few days i was piggy bag by her. so cute hor? ^^ Than, to class, studied! after that, 12.30 release went to her class wait. omg. Than we walked to my house , shower and change, went out from house with mami. than me and chev, tooked cab to her house, changed and down for cab again! Waited for 10 mins~ was raining abit. standing middle of the road to raise my hand and wave for cab! Nearly kanna car bang, lucky chev holded me and push me in. laugh. trolol sio me. -.- finally cab came, before in to cab, saw irvin all. lol. kays, than tooked cab to khatib mac. wtf is chev go close the door and left me in! WTF!? laugh sio. Than go find lina. Josephine and jiehjiun follow me. (: laughing along the way, till 838 bus stop guess who i saw?!!!

Desmond, Wm, dillon, SuenYuan, and some other more. Laugh die me. Never dare to stared anymore, good and nice one. (:LOVE IT MANZX. Than to khatib mrt. wanted go with chev and lina cine. But hor, scared not enough time, so i went off to to nbss with josephine all, wtf, go in, find wb and ben than came to 838, run to mac dabao and came back 838 eat, have a big quarrel with benjamin. -.- lameshit bodoh.

Kays find, than went to cycle, saw xuan all. (: after that, yingkang, weijie all came 838, i went off straight away to mac. idiot crockroach at there sio, laugh, say i never say hi to him, he also nvr say hi. -.- he say he have, but i tot he waving to who. (: flirting to 2 girls, CHEH! joke.~ Kayys, thanlaughing like mad , met zixian, yile all. having jokes and laughter.

than home. This part of my Delighted~

Frustrated and craziness over:

Quarrel for small matter with boyf. I can forgive what he've done and yet he couldn't and his reply is afraid of trusting me again, than i rather u don't trust me forever, don't come sweet talk , jio me in the first place, knowing without 2 hour, started put relationship, and blahblah. laugh. Crying over u, dk whether my tears is worth or worthless, cry till not enough tears to cry. is like wtf, Still expect me change, i have try my best to change and yet u return me this kind of idiotic stubborness attitude? I've my toleration and limit also.

Doesn't mean i always the one apologies to u when i even repeating like a radio for so many sorry and reason. few days already, and i'm seriously enough of it, u say any quarrel must give in each other, i give in, but did u? u say nth to say, cus everything i;ve say. so now? never reply, deleted my status, laugh sia.

Think urself, not all my problem, cus of ur stubborness attitude, i can't take it anymore.

kyas, don't talk abt this, swing my bloodymood ass.

Kays short post. ended~ btw, going TW after next weeks wiink~

2012-01-10T17:06:00.001+08:00

YooHoo~ Updating my story uhz (:

Yesterday 09January2012

Meet Baby and fetch me home, wanted shower but i forgotten too, cause cousin at my house, talking nonstop to me make me till forget. so i just went changed cloths and go out with him. Meet JingYin darling at Khatib MrtStation than tooked train to northpoint ishimura makan. (: Lovediehim, >.< Having some laughter along the way, after eating, Jy meet shimin so me and babe went off, send me home. (: Inbus, met Jingheng seh, lol. Laugh, point middle finger on me?! What's a LAMESHIT! (: After reached home, baby went off for liondance training, misshim lah! ): Hope he faster end the mainperformance for ny so can pei wo. hehe. (:

Kays short for ytd.

Today, 10january2012.

Meet enhui , her boyf, tricia at khatib mac moring 6am. after eating, went to school, saw keefe and kenneth, i shouted kenneth name, wanted say HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO HIM. But they walked mcm fast. can't catch up. We're just like stranger, walked pass so close, and pretend dk and never saw, pretend stranger?!

Lolx, nbm~ (: Kays, than meet huijun tgt sku, gonna laugh die wo. hehe. after that go in sku, walking like a fool around the sku with tricia steady. (: Shoick and cousin came in same sku. ytd keeep on "EHH~ EHH~ EHH~' laugh, fall down, my wallet drop when huijun piggy bag me, i go back take, bang to a boy, and i say sorry, he say it's okay nver mind, went i look up, omg, say: eh~ together! (: Hehe, Thursday they coming my housey again, my house opening like a hotel or restuarant uh?! (: Kays, actually nothing much to post today. (: Tired, gonna sleep. End story.

I'm not a foolish, i'm not as silly as what you think..

2012-01-07T19:09:00.000+08:00

-Nice isn't it? (:

Just back home, (:
Today cca open house, ^^ suchanice. so crowded and funfun! morning meet tricia eat, than to spiralstairs.
than meet jingyin, went in sku together, so crowded, so noisy. -.- but it's fun. specially dance performance.
i love it! wiink. (: Than performance ended at 11 plus. ee jie came and find me, asked me help him choose cca also. walking there and here, nice. (: having full of laughter everywhere. than met hein, jasper, walked together w/ jingyin and eejie to find tricia all, after that take bus to northpoint, hein treat me ley, lol. nicenice. (: than, went home, jingyin came, playplay, talking otp w/ bibi, than go shower, send jinyin home, met benjamin, have some fun over. hehe, kays than home... Now busying helping ahyi do things not free. so today ends here, bwa. (:

2012-01-06T19:16:00.001+08:00

01012012:
New start, new life, new beginner, turn over new, everything started w/ new.
past is past, (:
02012012:
Nothing much really happen, went do facial, eat pizza, shopping, fareast, and take off my extension.
that's all.
03012012:
First day of schooling, nice. Morning went out at 6 to meet Celine,Enhui,Tricia,Gladys,Eifah, and two more cutecute enhui gans. than, went in sku. keep staring at new sec1. making us laugh with their appearance. ^^
But it's bad, cause we're once sec 1 too, and not long, just past last year. But our badge, uniform at least won't so suagu. (: Than, assembly, listen crap talk by principal, saying who married, who give birth, who change surname, who is new, who promoted~ -.- but atleast, not more than 30 mins. it's on dots, 30 mins. and release assembly, (: than hair check, after that class, having fun for first day, but lots of thing gotto do.
After that, home bathe and to northpoint meet josephine and jingyin . eat sushi. than walkwalked met celine and take same bus home. jingyin and celine came my house helping me file things and write my name on it.6pm, they went home.(: after that tiredmax when reached home. after they went off, i went to shower , mami help me blow hair, and i went sleep at 7pm till morning.^^ Pig and i know it. that's my tuesday spend. (:
04012011:
Morning again, meet same people at 6.30 cus celine late coming day. (: Suchafun. send me off to sku meet tricia and gladys, than she went off. we went in sku, and nothing happen, everything's gone normal. Recess, meet tricia eat everyday, sitting with gillian all bunch ppl. having jokes around. bell ring, went up class, banging everywhere we want! ^^. Science lesson laughdie, chinese lesson, sleeping. after that end class.
went off outside sku , jingyin came fetch me, and we went to northpoint find celine.aiseh, see she and minglun and some nss ppl sitting outside, ML saw me and jy jitaoh stunt , mouth open bigbig and say we sibei extra. celine scolded him. ^^ after that, me and jy went to foodcourt eat, meet jiaen and april, just nice cus they at northpoint. Laughing ttm, when jiaen told me what she text to him. i spit water. k nbm, slowly, laugh till i vomit. was slacking there and laughing for an hour. than take escalator, knn, jy press so tightly on my neck thought i wanna vomit, faster press and turn my neck to right press so hard till i vomit everything. while, nearly bang the while wall! after that, jiaen and april went off buy chocolate. me and jy laughing along the way to mac find celine all. left she and minglun two. we sharing some funny jokes and went to toilet, make me laugh more . than back and saw the yss boy sitting there so lonely, went to dsiaosiao him, take his phone. so fun. after that, take taxi w/ jy, celine and ML. he pay. (: we all bang the door so hard. taxi driver pekcek. (: after that, me and celine slacking at 641 till 6 and went home, bathe, doing hw and slp. (:
05012012:
Nth much ley, morning the same. no need repeat. Afternoon, me, enhui,ernest went to nbss wait for jy .
weiming all came out, staredstared there and here. -.- tsk. than jy all came out, slacking outside her sku, having laughter and shouting. all staredstared again. tsktsk. after enhui left, me, ernest,jy and josephine, went to nbss, play inside. nice, after that came out eat and i went home first. tired. reached home, sibei lazy, lyind down on my bed from 3.45 till 4.45 fell sleep. ^^ Than went shower, zai continue sleep till 8. wake up eat steamboat, loads ppl in my house. mcm like market. ._. ''' and blahblah skipskip, that's for yesterday, thursday.
06012012:

Today, most beautiful day for me this first year started, (: sit arrangement change for me and irvin nia. fker cher. nbm, still fun. during music, banging everytable with rythm. relief teacher came, on rolling in the deep and all adele song, i was single the someone like you starting. so funny, everyone laugh max. lol. than slowly, set the fire, all started to bang table and clap hands make till enhui awake. before that we went to play true or dare. mostly kanna is lisen, laugh, dare him to kick ppl butt, and the person nearly whack him, than lisen shouted only TRUE OR DARE. the boy went back and sit. after that, he kanna again, Dare him to touch the same boy butt again. yet he goes, and the boy sibei dulan, stand up and shouted, make us laugh max.
after that, lskills lesson and went off meet phine and jy to ktph eat, after that went up spiral stairs. vandalize many thing. nice. (: tooked many photo but photo is with jy. sorry, updating the photo others day. (:
than take bus home, they went np. i'm tired and lazy so went home early. shower, and use laptop updating, longtime never use and update le. (: Change new blogskins too, start over new. (: Kays, that's all for the few days that just been started in 2012 of my 14ths' chapter lifee. (:

2011-12-31T17:53:00.001+08:00

30/12/2011 :

Sorry for late updating. I'ma lazyy~ School gonna reopen few days ltr, shag! ~~
30/12/2011 : Went out w/ Josephine, to ssc, eat somefood and aft that, went to take bus to sunplaza.
than meet ahfat, go causeway eat empiree states. Making me laugh~ So many words can shoot him. hehea.
After eating, seperate way home. i went down hospital , checkup. Most embarassed, Check up half way till sleeping. -.- than homesweethome. go shower and straight away slept. ^^ Awake at 9pm, went down sbw~
slackslack, ton~ than morning 6~ went home, have a sleep .... Tats' for 30ths.

31/12/2011:
Neoprint taken at cwp after lunch. (:

Morning meet darling to CAUSEWAY POINT! EAT LUNCH. than take bus to chongpang, after that, to yishun. than to khatib and to my house, and to her house. Somemore, I dye hair just ago (: Nice. Medium Brown w/ her, not that obvious, good. (: But not under sunlight might be. Have a nice 31 december, last day of 2011 spent. I love her lah. ^^ I'm rushing to wedding ceremony, so it's having short post now. sorry~
Bye.

2011-12-29T18:09:00.001+08:00

Wiink~
Now otw in cab to sbw.. (: Today went out w/ JingYin's. Today went school -.- fml. Than buy books.
after that, northpoint. and khatib -> Jy house to eat, and went cut hair! hehe. not short buy cut abit . ~ (: Than,Went off to cousin shop helped her. having lots of joke and laughter around.~ So nice. ^6^
This the post of the day, short and boring~
Listening so much thingy,
I found that, you arent' that nasty, you're kind, just that you don't know how to express the way you're.
Every people have different taste and different mindset. They think you're ugly, Doesn't MEANT that others people Think you're ugly too. depends on their own. ~
Truefriendship? It's hard find true, Easy to have fake and lies. So don't tell me so much crap neither, you aren't tat pro on it, somemore you're part of betrayers -'- so stopped acting so kind and say so much disgusting crap alright? Wanna say, tell the mirror you self, with the mirror song. (:
I'm always chilling, cheering on my self, comforting myself. I didn't feel that is anything gonna be wrong w/ me. It's gone and it's time to let off and not holding it back, just bringing me up more pain and memories.
learning to face the truth, face everything, Learning to be strong, eventhough i'm weak. Trying my best effort to be, Everything's changes, Hope next year i could be better than this year, hope next year, there's no more this kind of childish things gonna happen, Since i've decided. I'll do it. (:

2011-12-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

(:
Wiink~ Updating! Today went to Bugis after that, went to Town area highlight hair. Pinky. wiink. (:
Can stay for 2 months, but properly me n jy will take out soon. not so comfortable. hehe. Morning waited for jiaen at khatib 1 and half hours~ Than take train to bugis. have fun, walkwalk, chitchat, laugh. ate free meal somemore. me n jiaen keep laughing. hehe. Went bought shoes, shirt. spend 40 dollar today.
Funny is, went to far east, went in the shop to highlight hair, must choose colour and decide de what,
idiotic auntie rush us and scolded us, chase us out? Laughs, -.- Attitude suck ttm to customer. -.- that's why no ppl go in. ~ Skipskipskip~ Than took train to np. suddenly the train stop. make me shiock. LOL.
went cotton on and Other places, than jingyin and jiaen came my house just left. Hehe. Fun today. (:
Morning slept at 5am, like almost everysingle day will chat w/ mrfat otp. for 1-4 hour plus. ? (: Standard~
Kays just shortpost for the day, lazy , so tired! ^^. Byebyebye.
Btw, My sickness getting better (:

2011-12-25T16:05:00.000+08:00

MerryChristmas, 25 december. (:

And Happy birthday to MrFat. Hoho. ^^ Kays updating today. If not someone is nagging on me to update! haha. Ytd have fun , went to town area, went to ion orchard saw gail them. than went to cinelesure, see her again. ^^ . Countdown ytd so fun. I love it. >< Couldn't find him, cus quite crowded. Went watch movie ytd night. till morning 3am reached home. 4.15 am, Start otp w/ MrFat, Wishing him merryXmas and happy birthday. Kays, than after kup, otp w/ dillon dsiao him till he piss and kup my call.

keep on dsiao him this: Daddy! Merry chirstmas.

Dillon: MerryXmas

Me: Where my present?

Dillon: Where my present ley?

Me: O.o Daddy uh, Merry Xmas. But sorry i couldn't be ur Christmas present!

Dillon: Sua, stopped dsiaosiao,

-Kup conversation.-

than, otp w/ jia en. chatchat. end again,

Answer Dillon call. first thing he say : Fun right dsiaoh more i kup.

me : lol. couldn't be ur christmas present don't asked me.

Dillon: CHANGE SUBJECT!

me: k can. Happy new year, i couldn't be your ang bao.

Make us LAUGH! -.-

Kays than otp w/ jingheng from 5.30 till 6.35 am.

And i went off to sleep. ^^

Going off town area later again. ^^ wiink.

Kays short post, Now gotta go meet Jy . Byebyebye. ^^

2011-12-22T15:33:00.000+08:00

Morning peepo! The night is lonely and peaceful night. -.- Waiting for call, yet all went to slept. haish, sadsad. Kays, nbm, than morning slept at 6 am sudden fall sleep. -.- wanted ton. but hoseh. ^^

than awake, eat tangyuan so YUMMY! plainplain de, i love it. ^^ Now still eating hehe. Having nice chat w/ sexy, hoseh , frking cute and funny, gonna laugh everyday. now chatting w/ tricia settle things of transfering.

kays short post, ^^ Byebye, tonight having nice chat w/ sexy, 3 more days to reach sexy birthday!

on christmas nice hor? tmrw sexy going uss, so tonight can't talk too long. hoho, kays awaiting tonight.(:

BYEBYE.

2011-12-20T18:15:00.000+08:00

Yoohoo~ I'm back from shopping! Thanks mami, bought shoes and shirt for wo!! teehee! fking happy today.spend over 200 plus again. just for mine belongings and stuffy. wink* ^^ Omg, yesterday night torn.
till today morning all the way chatting w/ Celena Baybee for 40 mins? than chat w/ yongmao 49 mins, and last chating otp w/ shawn for 2-3 hours plus? as i promise him will pei him chat till he's tired. He's fking funning sia. canut make me stopped laughing. Have to cheer him up for his "N" Level result. Than slowly, having some fun craps behind. is like challanging some funny crap. always he wins. -.- that why so many girl kanna attracted by him lah! Haiyo.. He's seriously a great friend that i know, I trust, And never make wo stopped laughing or smiling. Never make wo angry dao at all. cus we're so call Hyperactive? wiink **
He send me lots of song make me keep repeating the whole day today. hoho! kays don't talk this crap, cause is countless of crap otp. (: than fall asleep at 9am. 9.15 am kanna call by brandon. than i throw the phone and slept again. till 9.45 call shimin told her things, and throw again, slept again. ^^ till 12.45 kanna awake by mother! than don't feel out of my beddy, but bohbian, ltr she nag. ^^ than went bathe, prepared and go out! Nicenicenice. keke. Went to northpoint first, Met Shawny and his girlf? Dk he saw me boh, but see that he's enjoying w/ her girlf. (: Than went town area, and follow slowly SHOPPING~~~ blahblah, skipskipskip. and take cab back home. cause i'm afraid to take SMRT ! ^^ than, reached home, put everything and took 100 bucks to northpoint buy something otw, in the bus met gladys, hein, when reached NP. met AhJie, But i think he couldn't remember wo le? hais, k nbm. (: ~~~~~~~~~~Skip~~~~~~~~~~
Kay home sweet home and change blahblah, updating~ . Kays have to helped mami hang cloths le? hehe.
Kays, end of my day history!

Can't wait for tmrw, going w/ Jia En, JingYin to cathay cinema watch Mission-impossible ghost protocols.
hope baby can came along, ); Kays, bye.

2011-12-19T14:37:00.001+08:00

I'm awaken~ ^^ 12.12pm awake.Slept at 9 am. (:

This few days slept at 4.30~ By right not sleeping de.

But suddenly fall sleep, awaken first thing call my sonn ^^ asked him delivery food for wo.

went bathe and open my door see my food there ^^ so yummy. waffle stick and strawberry snowshake.

Thann chating otp w/ jingyin awhile, and followed by Josephine now~ (: So funn,

everyday can make me laugh like no tmrw, i'm feeling so happy without the despo. finally, moved on. yeah.(:

Ytd night, chating otp w/ jiaen so funny, laugh laugh till my gastric cramp. than chat otp w/ baby ^^

Is like, everyday otp w/ him till morning 4/5 plus de. keke. ^^ so nice. missdiehim. ._.

Kayy,Today byright going out de, but i seems so lazy ^^ Kanna nag by mommie -.- Lazy also say,

don't want eat medicine cus lazy go take also nag. -.- ~~~~ Blahblah~~

Cb, i'm seriously sick and tired for answering all ur stupid question and seeing ur crap!

Why don't eu go asked the person personally than come here ask wo ley?! I also not the one that std w/ him.

keep asked wo cumlan? -.- i'm seriously PISSED ! Stop ur confession to me!

U say if u lie something happen to u.

i ask what happen ? u say up to wo right?

I HOPE YOU KANNA CARBANGGG! -.-

2011-12-16T15:06:00.000+08:00

16thDecember2011, 0430 (:

Going out soon, just a short post will do. yeahps, (:

Meeting dillon,brandon,celine . keikeh^^ Ltr have 5PM lesson going on, frk. -.-

I've finally learnt everything, (: I've let down, let go, calm down. no longer like last time anymore.

i'm feeling more better right now, (: thanks to my buddys beside me who always cheer for me. i love them!

Thanks to you, thanks for ur hate, and scold, i feel happy,

i'm weird i know, i rather lie to you, make u hate me, let go me, gossip me than keep on holding and wasting your time on me. It's worthless, Cause i am not as how wonderful as what you've expected. i'm just normal,ordinary girl, w/ many complicated story,background,history behind. Hope you understand.(:

this is only the best way to do. Seriously, i'm not purposely wanna hurt you. Hope you get it.

Kays, my new life started 0430am today, muahahaha. ^^ Lovedie it.

Kays, short post shall ended Bwas.

2011-12-15T15:53:00.000+08:00

Currently otp w/ darling JingYin's ♥ So many laughter.
Today morning awake , meet josehpine for short while , while mami sleeping keke. ^^
Eat lunch, than home sweetHome. Today nothing much to post.
Ytd, went to pasam malan meet dillon, shawnsotplug,one more thier friend and jingyin!
Come out becus idiotic dillon. suddenly say he at khatib! wtf. kayy nbm.
Than meet brandon jaden, fetch me home. under 641 met yida, ^^
two boyboy send me home keke. but sad is keep snatching my cotton candy. );
Hahas, than home, straight away sleep. nice whether.awake at 11.30~
Daddy n mom came back first thing is: Wah day is ur world, night is ur morning, not in us or paris ley! "
Laughs, haha, than chatting w/ hongkai,tingrui,celine,dillon till 3 plus~ wanted doze off, preparing sleep soon.
yet xiaoshawn inbox me again, make me laugh til brighten up my days, hoho. we two went to slp at 5:15.
thanks to him, cheering me, making me laugh nonstop. Hope he lastlong. (: Kays
♥I'm kindly bored.~ Seriously, if you wanna win me, you've to suffer lot of pain,hurt going on, daybyday.
It's not easy to won a girl, yeah, i'm ordinary girl, but i couldn't be as perfect as what you expected,
Doesn't mean seeing my look jiu asked me or woo me right? (: Hahas, kays, short and simple post today.
Not as free now, need rush up for homework. shag, my brain totally blanks. ~ Byee♥
I've move on slowly, Yeah, take it as a jealousy, short and simple will do. (: ♥

2011-12-14T15:27:00.000+08:00

french lesson (: Back home, kays short post, need go do thingy. (:

2011-12-13T19:08:00.000+08:00

♥13th, december 2011 (:
13th leyy~ muahaha. Kays, went to meet tricia at 4:15pm at ntuc bus-stop there. Than,
tooked bus to Northpoint make somethingg, And take 811 back to khatib , when to pasar malan!
wee. We mcm like kids like that, like nvr come before, keep walk there and here bring laughters,
Than keep walk and find food eat cus hungry max! feeling so delicious. hehe.
first thing, reach pasar malan, we buy fruit punch! ^^ than buy some noodlee?
walkwalkwalked, pass by see weijie they all at 838 basketball court! than passby someone. (:.
Kays, than bought cheesehotdog. yummie ttm. ^^ make me full just by one stick nia.
THn to 848 and, to sweettalk, than walkwalk tgt, talks some crap laughter and here we're back homey! (:
Nice day 2 hour spend with steady :)) Keke. Kays, short post and some fun photo.
Going northpoint le have dinner w/ sissy, (: Bye.
she teaches me lots of nonsense yeah. (:

2011-12-13T15:19:00.001+08:00

Day By day, I've learnt, I've learnt how to let go, How to take it, How to face the challange.
It seems hard, But when you try your best put all ur effort in, you'll found that isn't that hard.
I've nothing regards on youh anymore. When overheard lots of different story day by day,
I'm enough of it already. I'm trying to let go everything, yet keep telling me day by day, morning, afternoon,night,evening, keep telling me all his story? It's over already, And yet your still sharing w/ me for?
It's just making me more hard to let go, But found that, actually it's all lies, full of lieslovestory.
Idk whether shall i believe you or them. It's seriously hard for me to decide. It's just giving me more stress to think. :(. Haish, Please, Can you stopped telling me about his story?Since it's over, let it over and stop telling me, repeating to me different story day by day from different person? I'm seriously enough.This is just making me hard to let go, and think more and more. Since you ask me cheerup, i'm trying. I've learnt, i'm learning how gonna let go. trying all my best to, So stopped telling me, repeating to me like a radio like that.)'
I'm just wanna pretend, it's a lesson,practice, a dream that happen once in a life time, and mayb first and last.
I bless youh w/ ur next target full of happiness??! Lols, kayys, Shall end for talking this all, ~ ((:

12122011♥,
It's like omg, waiting for the jia en to awake! Make my life seriously, miserable.
4.30 pm than awake, isn't funny? Pig. ahha, Than my time to sleep. (: went off and slept at
5:30pm after end call w/ jia en. Sleep till 11pm.awake by spamming from few peepo.

13122011♥
Than went back sleep again ^^ slept till 12 which mami is back homey! First thing when i'm awake, I called JiaEn.
And guess what? Make me laugh like one siaozhabor. nonstop, when mommy came in my room,
see me keep laughing, she asked, what's so funny, i told her. she laughing w/ me too. muahahaha.
Than, second person make me laugh nonstop again! Cuase of the hair. haha,
Than slowly by dillon and desmond conversation, about sushiseller, MAKE ME LAUGH!
4th and last, joke of the day, by ZI HENG! who's transformer parents? -> Answer: TransPARENT!
hehe, than slowly, chating w/ HongKai (: is like second person, keep make me look silly,
sitting infront and waiting for his dota to end -.- Than, happy chating w/ desmond till 3 plus.
than went eat something cus hungry. Inbox-ing w/ shannonDadi, 4am, call CELENA BAYBEE!
WWEEEWINK* nice chat. till 5 plus, i wanted sleep, but cus something, i nvr slept,
and all the way till morning 9 am, fall a sleep till 10. and SAME, SECOND DAY OF CHEATING FEELING BY TEO JIA EN! say 10 call, i waited, than nvr call.
11.30 call, than she say she go bathe, 12 call me, yet i waiting and waiting, in the end,
she went to sleep. -.-Now still happy waiting for her while chating w/ TRICIAA! MUAHAHHA.
Kays, having some happy chatting and jk. Hahahaha. Kays, Let's end my crap of the day. (:
I'm trying to ignore, ignorance, your nonsense and crap! I'm just tolerating alright? Bye.

2011-12-12T12:53:00.000+08:00

It's time to let go everything,

Once in a life time,

Pretend this is just a dream,practice, Lesson for each of us.

Hope this will be first and last,

I know you're frking happy with the life you living right now,

While i'm here thinking everynight, hoping to have miracle happen.

Yet, i find that it's just a waste of time,

You never wanna cherish in the first place,

Never treat me as what i wanted, and suspect me, should be i suspect u.

I joanne, I dare swear I nvr lie to my Boy ever.

But since you wanna think, let go ahead, I dnt give damm on it now.

Get a better life than gossip bhind me,

It's so xiasuey, don't you? Shameless~.

Everything i tell u is, I CAN pretend ~

And we back to friend, Hope you will talk to me than hiding ur self like a tortise?

And stopped every nonsense you doing. Kay?

-End-

FairyTale happen to me again,

i'm nolonger interest on boy anymore neither girl.

happen not once, not twice, is more and more,

Kays i don't wanna continue this anymore.

Stay happy ^^ As what he told me? O.o okayy~

Yesterday, French lesson,

to bugis street, ion orchard, fareast,

marina, amk, jurong and home! Nice shops.

back home, laughing w/ tiffany,jiaen,desmond on phone.

MUAHAHAH, till gastric cramp! ><

Waiting for JIAEN AND TIFFANY!!!!-.-

9AM TILL NOW, JIAEN NOT EVEN AWAKE??! OMGOSH.

HOW AM I GONNA TAKE IT?

-.- FASTER ANSWER!!!

2011-12-10T14:15:00.000+08:00

It's over. Game Over.

Miracle, Start move on. Shouldn't tears for it anymore ~

But i just don't bear to leave, don't bear to remove, don't bear to throw, don't bear to take out.

I've seriously, tired for getting hurt.

Trusted u, yet u suspected me. Yet u say nvr trust me from the start.

You won't feel any hurt. but i feel.

It's easy to say "break". But it's hard to let go.

I choose not to say everything. I choose not to speak out.

I choose not to suspect u and continue put on my 100% trust on youh.

Yet i never expected you lie. And you created story to say , to gossip behind me.

Seriously, Don't say you don't want hurt me.You've already hurt me deep to sky.

deeper than sea. I always rmb the past, I always rmb every part of our story.

Every sentence , sweet talk u say.I remember clearly.

But i just can't let go it easily. People asked me, do i regret to know you.

Do i regret to be with u. My answer. NO and WON'T.

Once in a life time, never try before, we won't know.

But i've put in lot of courrages to face the facts, to face the truth.

I just hope everything will be fine.

I HOPE U WILL TALK TO ME. short and simple. yet you choose to lie to me,

hide me,... whole few night, thinking, flipping my memories w/ u.

flipping the talks w/ have. but it's gone with peace.

My tears is dripping slowly every moment, i know it's worthless.

Seriously, it's hard for me let go. I can't pretend nothing happened.

I'm seriously,~ I'm going crazy.

Hiash, nbm. M-I-A-ing~

Guys,

Don't find me or tex up me / call me.~

I wanna cool down. thanks for all cheering and support.

I can't control my tears, it's crying non stoped.

haish. Byes.

2011-12-09T18:01:00.000+08:00

09TH NOVEMBER 2011 ?

09TH DECEMBER 2011 ?

IS IT REALLY ENDED?

Everything's gone like that? Ytd reached Sg,

Chatting on phone w/ Darren,Desmond,JiaEn~ Till morning 6 plus.

but half way through there's some problem. so end called.

and talked w/ jia en till morning 6am~

Seriously, my tears! Full up the bottle -.-

Am i donation tears? Seriously, I never expected that i'll cry for it.

I will be so sad over for it. It's not the first person that hurt me.

Through of 16, all has been hurting so deeply.~ Now?

I tot i won't give a fcking damm on it. But yet?

I was like crying like hell? Even sissy and mommy scold me dumb.

Friends say i silly. Just becus of you, i pay 1000 fine. you know why?

You dislike me dance, Fine, i quit and i ended 4yrs contract.

Pay 1000 fine?? I know i'm silly. kinda silly. and just payed~

Yet once i back, IT'S HAPPENED EVERYTHING!

Seriously, I would never expected....

No one expect that this will happen, is like taking a knife stab in my heart deeply.

Seriously, i'm uselss maybe. I couldn't be as perfect as her.

I couldn't give what you want.

I wasn't that good enough for you.

I know, I admit i'm silly, foolish. But i'm not a toy for u play.

I can't play with. Sorry.

Idk whether you've been truely all what.

I never suspect you before, but base on it, i believe, you know what you did.

You don't feel that it's hurtful, but the person that u hurt it's so hurtful.

Maybe it's crap. But seriously, i trying my best to hold on,

Hold tight, as what you told me, and with de promises and deal!

I always carry it, When month anniversary, I say happy month to you,

Yet?! What you did?? never even reply, fine. i know mayb you're busy.

But neither reply others? Kay, i don't chap this.

But seriously, did you know, or remember everything you say or did?

Haish, nbm. I just wanna a full explaination and reason from u thats all.

And not just becus of someone and someone that u mention~

Cause someone had told me. ~

Haish, nbm, today mommy birthday yet make me cry at cwp infront bunch ppl -.-

freak! Haish, kays, moody sorry~

2011-12-08T11:26:00.000+08:00

I've my pride, I goes for what i want,

I cherish what i have. Isn't it?

we are born not for you insult/judging.

We've our ownpride, I know you don't have, than don't talked crap.

We're born to be like this, not happy? fckoff lah, don't waste time.

If you're free, than go help ur mom or cleaner clean toilet, It's dirty manzx.

^-^ Kays, i don't waste my time on saying crap.

Start my historieey! ^^ *WINKWINK**

1 more days and goes mommy birthday!

1 MORE DAYS 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY, I LOVE YOUH LAH! ^^

This few days, not been sleeping. have but not sleep till so tight.

1/2 hours nia. ); . Yesterday i'm still preparing the gift! yeah~

And gonna be done soon, but not yet. (: Foldfoldfold, cus not full. ^^

cut and past somephoto hehe...

Ltr going so learnt how make bottle glass. Making for JiaEn 1 month. (:

Keke. have some nicechatchat w/ celena and adelyn momi. muahaha. laugh die me.

idiot shit faces hahaha. vamorir conne ^^

Kays, short post of my life today, Abit headache and dizzy,

Having some fever since last night till now. -.-

maybe is nvr slp well? hmm, idk. :/ lol, kays, short post. (:

Byes, 1 more day lovehim srsly,(:

2011-12-01T13:15:00.003+08:00

[My hair colour nice(:finally see. ]

♥1stMonth AnniversaryGift

That use up my 4 days beauty sleep to done over

2000 plus.Yet,

When i bought the box,Find that it's not enough.

So Ytd night, Never sleep tight, slept 2 hours.

And continue fold till 3000 plus~ How i know>?

Cause i count it (:

♥Above here is my 1st month anniversary gift for him.

Use up my 4 days beauty sleep to fold over 2000 plus.

Yet when i pour it to the box, find that no enough to fill more.

So ytd, slpt 2hours, and spend the rest of my precious timing to fold and fold this.

And surprise, it's over 3000~ I count it, ^^.

2 evelope gonna put in or mayb 3? But not so fast yet! hehe.Seriously, I'loveHim! ♥♥

♥Hi December, Bye November,

Enjoy last month of 2011 december, Going paris soon,

Wanna enjoy there, refresh my self.

Yesterday last day of november 30112011,

It's seriously my luck to met u this prositude.-'-

Hope i won't be more lucky than ytd already, -.-

So Prositude,Despo,Stranger,

Here my msg to u, Don't come disturb my beauty december life!

Don't come near me, Don't dirty up me,

I'm clean, cleanest than yours, don't jealous(:

♥Sometimes, Why ppl see appearance jiu say interested?

That's only some parts of my history?

My photo, My appearance doesn't really give u much clue,

Much information of myself.Doesn't mean seeing through can tell u,

i'm good or bad. Wanna reach my expectation? It's too high for u already.

Doesn't mean i'm cute,pretty,attractive so u like me?

Than i'll be so sorry, I not interest.

You're just a internet friends, and i believe i shouldn't talk much information of myself

to you. (: It's over let it over, I know u might be surprise

when asking ppl know me ma, yet u heard all is something brighten u up, surprise~

♥It's over guy, Eventhough the ending wasnt happy,

Didn't manage myself to get what i want.

But atleast you're happy with it, non my problem.

The path is u choose to go with.

I'm not as dumb as silly like last time, immature joanne.

I've my own way, path to goes,I wanna face the new life.

I've already let go everything, start my new life since the day i met him,

Don't come seperate, and anyhow spread rumors.

I'm not afraid, blackmails,

Cause, I never did it before(: People who seriously listen to youh,

trust you, is a idiot, more dumb and fool than me. (:

Knowing u not longer than ur brother hood,

but atleast, i know what kind of person are you in relationship,

more than others, Cause that's the way u treated me in past,

I never argue it's find already, My leg scar not even recover, it's okay i let go.

But now, You telling rubbish to others?

You're not disgracing me(: You're disgracing urself,

What u did, it's okay, you can choose to let the whole world know,

You're this kind of person, how u treat in relationship,

let ur brothers hood know about it,

That's only ur first part, i believe there are more to goes.

Seriously, pity for somegirls go w/ u, let u hurt so much.

hopes will be lesser not increase (:

Bye, loser.♥

2011-11-29T15:08:00.002+08:00

♥Niceday w/ this steadysteady,

Laughter,fun,jokes,joys,smile.

Even though we hardly out tgt now,

But we're 2 year 8 months steady♥

200309, we don't go out often is okay. But as long as we're that close sometimes, it do(:

Idk why maybe is she too long never come out,

Make me crazy today, keep fall down,-.-

dk how walked properly, keep sprain~

And she keep laughinglaughing, Mcm a ahma talking crapp beside my ear, hahahaha.

Eh ahma, my ear need rest de ley!!! ahhahahaahha, joke~ LOL.

kays, more countless(:

♥

♥.Kinda bored~

Morning 5am than sleep.7am jiu kanna awake by sist-.-

Than do some stuff~ When back sleep till 8.20. Mom awake me up again! stfu.

Kays, than prepared meet tricia. went to stadium run, and KFC.

Kfc breakfast, took loads of photo! dumm.

Thats us! Take photo nonstop where ever we goes,eventoilet.^^[Most girl will do, common]

Than shopshop walkwalked. Bought some girlsStuff. Bankrupt )':

Finally she could come out, From her jail.And the official is "HerMommy"

UUHUU~. Must thanks to me. i helped her. hehe.

THan after walkwalk, took 811 with her, so punctual sia, 12:05 reached home!

Than shower,Have a chatt w/ mommy. Seriously, Life difficult for me.

-.- nbm~ Than went do some makeup cus bored hehe, C/s at my house,^^

PartyParty! huhu~hoho~ Kays, nolink!.

Day by day past, It's fast, November ending, Hope december will have a nice month for me.

Don't past too fast, I wanna enjoy ~ For sleeping late and wake late. hehe.

Ytd have a nice chat w/ gail mummy. ADVICE ME LOTS.

1day ago, chating w/ Ginity, and she also advice me lots, Seriously,

Thanks girls(:

♥10 more days to go, 1 month,

♥10 more days to go, mommy birthday~

♥8 more days to go, sissy birthday~

♥28 more days to go, Dajie birthday~

And following countdown, not celebrating countdown ):

Hmm, 31/12. attending wedding ceremony siannnn~

Thats might be my countdown celebration for 2011 bah?

And it's turns up new chapter, 2012, chapter 14th!♥

Kays Shall end my crap here(:

Bye, IMISSHIM♥

Btw, hohoho, awarded, 25% top acadamic ytd.

Hehe, shoick sia. ^^.Not bad, my study is quite good de . hehe.

2011-11-28T13:19:00.000+08:00

She's just a ordinary girl,

That see oftenly walking down to the street,

With carrysmile,Cheerful look.

She's quiet sometimes, Doesn't meant

that she's easy bully,Just that she don't wanna waste her

little precious time on you.No worth it.

She respect you eventhough u older than her by 1 year.

She is reasonable,and might be unreasonable sometimes.

She couldn't control herself,Her attitude,her temper towards.

Believe everyone has attitude neither her?

Don't expect her to say sorry when not even her wrong.

She's silly,Dumb,stupid?

But stupid this word is not for u to insult her.

Saying ppl stupid, Like u arent stupid before?

Smarter than her? Laugh.

Everyone can be stupid,? neither u.

Judging ppl, very cool? One day ppl judge u, u wouldn't happy?

So what for waste time on her? -.-

She never reply, not she hum.

Not she scared, It's just that

she's sick of tired being sick of tired.

for replying u,waste little precious time on u for?Doesn't worth it.

If u really have the freetime, go find ur ownproblem,

See to the mirror, than judging ppl stupid?

nvr reply, Doesn't mean she wanna ran home.

Now what century liao? Still for small matter fight cumlan?

She let u win, She never comment,reply. She ignore all ur nonsense.

But doesn't mean forever, She can tolerate ur nonsense and insulting,

you're lucky alright? Nbm~Don't waste my little precious time for posting such a

dumbfellow. not worth it as my girl say so.(:

Having nice chat last night w/ Ginity^^ She's freaking cute manz,

Advicing me lots of thingy, Change my mindset now,^^ Thanks to her.

She's srsly great frn to chat w/, listener! ^^HOHO.

Alright,btw, ytd went shopping at orchard spent few hundreds.

Just for some winter clothing, and winter stuff, knewing that gonna oversea at jan,

but it's still far yet bought already cus promotion. hoho.

Than went eat, yoshimura. Not so full, yet we went to eat,

ishimura. hehe. Cute isnt it? haha.

28/11/2011

Btw, 11 more days left to reach month.(:Ily.

26 more days to come back,

Seriously, I miss him loads. ^^

And last but not least,

today is 28112011.

Ilove her, HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY,

DARLING, ^^

2011-11-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

-Just awake,Eye so small,cry ytd. -.- -

I'm not as perfect as what you think alright! (:

Morning, awaken, hehe.

So tired woh! Eye quite small today. -.-

Ytd went down songka, today nvr, overslept.

I miss the olden days,

w/ laughter,jokes,joy around.

when i was a baby till now, you're the one

who take care me sometimes, you

treat me as apart as ur daughter too.

Buy things for me,

tolerate my attitude, never give up on me.

even i always make u angry. you're just like me second father.

and i miss you seriously. but now, haihs,

it's all ended, you went to peaceful places and never turn back already.

Tearing the whole night,

as i'm lying on my bed ytd, thinking all the memories, you given to me.

seriously, hais, Hope you gone w/ no regret. hmm.

Ltr 1/2 going orchard shopping w/ sist! hehe,

1 more months left and it's ended,

new chapter starting of my lifee! HOHO~ hoping it won't be the same.

Kays, short post, gonna bathe ltr, (: Kays,

Byeeee

2011-11-26T13:20:00.000+08:00

Every scar makes me who i am.(:

I may not be perfect, But i'm what i'm and think it's enough for you.(:

Afternoon(:. Story start!

Kanna awake my mummy and daddy in the morning, -.-

Than by jingyin. ^^ 2 more days darling, 7month anniversary! ily

Kays, went bathe, than make up cus kindly bored for me.):

Now, at home w/ the cs which not related to cousin as i say?

Just close up w/ us. Kays, doing some bookys.

Eating noodles,^^ so yummy, .

Kays, than take photo, uploaded! new me. hehe

btw, 13 more days , 1 month w/ baby! ILY!

Today sueysuey again,

Kanna spamspamspam by 2 ppl! -.-

DarrenN,Triciaa,Jingmin .

Shouldn't upload, hahas,LOL.

Drinking bubbleteaa^^ Hoho.

Seriously, did i slim? haha, lol. kays.

all say i slim expecially my face^^ HOHOHO!

kays, dont talk too much crapy le, busy liao.

Byebye, end craps. (:

2011-11-24T19:29:00.000+08:00

Updating! .
Yesterday, went in steamboat, than swimming at jurong swimming complex.
Next, went to do facial and massage. Its free cus not i pay. (:
Cousin, bought lots of top for me. And even shoes.
Than went to nex. Follow by marina square and lastly. Home.
Than home put things out again to causeway buy staff.
till night, 8. Accompany me to hospital for bloodtest appointment.
Hmm, he is not really related as my cousin? As he is just that very close up to our family?!
But i dk his name ps. So my mom ask me name as cousin?! LOL.
kays. Than, homesweethome. Spend 500 on me today. Cool.rich right him? Lol.

Today, meet jingyin for breakfast. Wah. Mafan.
Ytd morning 5than slp till 8 nia. 3hour.
than meet her go kfc with jingmin.
by right going uss. But never. Lazy.(:
short and simple to say is, today i spend my whole day just with my 2girls.
Jingyin and jingmin.

Want ask me tmrw going where?
spending my day with the two darling jy n jm also (: hehe. Alright.

How suagu is her reallife mom, help her tick na, as she told her she can't
affordable and want go nt. Funny mom.
anyhow choose de -.- hmm kays. Bye.

2011-11-23T11:28:00.000+08:00

Morning!
Wake up and went to bathe! Hehe, Ytd 0110am went to slp.
Doesn't sleep that well, Keep on flipping there and here. -.-
Nehmind~
O.o ltr going Woodland eat steamboat ^^
Hehe, Today no photo uh, lazy! ^^ Having manicure for hand ytd night. Nicenice. hehe.
Have a short chat on fb w/ deardear, ^^ I know he busy, don't disturb first. Hehe.
Kays, hmm need prepared go out le!Tmrw zai post? hehe.

today 23/11,
15th day already, Iloveyou!

2011-11-22T15:10:00.001+08:00

♥SmileSmileSmle,

♥LaughLaughLaugh,

♥DanceDanceDance!

♥HOHO,HEHE!

Today, finally slept!

Cause promise baby i will go sleep, if not ltr he scold hehe.

Than, meet celine for some problem.

Having girls crap and the Goldfish talk at 642.

Sibei cek uh!!!!

Ltr i ll post the conversation up! ^^

Own self say fk there fk here-.- dirty minded siol,

12 yrs old nia. haiyou.

Say ll call 2pm yet now havent even call? HUM!

Kays ltr ll post the conversation, so let's don't waste time talking this GF.

Alright, talk till i wanna cry today, but thanks to celine!

being my listener, what ever that i hide in my heart, all say out!

feeling better,

she's always courrage me, be strong, more cheerful.

^^ Btw, celine finding HANDSOME! hehe.

Decided to dance! woo~ LOL.

Kays short of today!

Missing baby ))': Nvm, coming back soon!

Happy waiting~ ♥

Funniest part:

Conversation w/ GOLDFISH!

GF: Think you very big uh?

J: YA, bigger than you?

GF: Wah, you say till sibei zah hor? think u very big uh?-..-

J: I boh say, i know, ty.

GF: want ppl respect you, u respect ppl first before let ppl respect you k?!

J:Oh, who nvr give respect first?

GF: you ownself fk there fk here? use vulger on me ley.

J: oh really? i say *Freak* not *Fk* .Aiyouh, so young think wrong, of ur eye got problem?

GF: Watever-..-

J: Eh gurl mai give me that faces la hor, U say want ppl accept ur sorry sibo?

than give this kind of attitude , is how u say sorry to the person?

Or ur sku/ family members never teach u?12 nia ley pls.

GF: Can't u see i say alrady?

J: i can see think what i pajiaoh sibo? (:

GF: i never say.LOL.

J: if u say i am steping big, than arbo u come down talk see

whether big or not lah?

GF: tmrw, can. ltr i call u at 2.

J: Okay.can.

GF: call u for what, nvm i see how first.

J: frk? U say call than say see how pengwei sibo? no thanks uh.

call means call,

J: LOL.

till now 3.09 not even recieve anycall from her -.-

2011-11-19T13:06:00.000+08:00

♥BloodyValentino♥

Hoho, Afternoon ? Doesn't sleep that well,

Without him, Feeling so strange. ):

Hmm, morning 6am, house damm noisy, dk why,

than went back slept till 8 plus, dad came in, keep wake me up,

say go pei cousin eat breakfast? -.-

Breakfast need so early meh?-.-

Than heckcare, went to slept again, Sleep till 10, awake,

Don't feel sleepy le, Went to COOK! ^^

I love it so yummy! woowee! Hehe, Cousin keep nags me,

dbt, Byright meeting JingMin. But sorry nuer, i can't.

Cause quite busy. Hope u understand. (:

Tmrw won't update, cause family day, gonna be out!

Going marina barrage for kittey! ^^ Keke.

Kays shortPostty, Gonna be busy soon^^.

BuhBye, IMY♥!

2011-11-17T16:27:00.000+08:00

-Baby You're Mine! ♥-

Eventhough i can control,

But doesn't mean i can control forever.

Even it's forever,But i don't know what you'll did behind?

Hmm, it's okay Hope this is the first and last Kay?Trust♥

Don't treat me as a fool,

I'm fool to youh, but not for others,

I never talk doesn't mean i'm mute right?

Mind sentence please, I still call u Mummy Means i respect youh.

I'm tired of doing all this rubbish.

You ask me don't go out, i listen,

Ask me do, i do, Cus i know i'm hardly at home, hardly help u.

But there's a limit right? I rather go in jail than sitting here kanna lock up. -.-

Nbm, don't argue. Waste saliver. (:

I miss you Baby♥

Chatting on phone now! Hehe, ^^

Missdieyouh.

Forever and ever ><

Kays end crap. ^^

2011-11-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

Laugh more, smile more, make ur life more lifely!

I miss you, ♥

Iloveyou, How i wish you're here right now w/ me.

Beside me, make me feel more better,

Having love sick u know? Miss till high fever. haha.

Seriously, i love you alots,

If you ask me imagine you die,

I will die w/ u,

And it won't happen so don't imagine. (:

Today sleep whole day, now still feeling sleepy hehe.

Chatting w/ my laogong on phone just now, So miss him.

Hope you 'll be back right now, ^^

Tmrw going tpy w/ mom than night actually going pub,

But than bibi say don't go, So i don't go bah,

if not ltr he angry how? hehe.

Hmm, kays short crap here. (:

2011-11-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

Hohoho~ Updating! ^^
Ilovehim alots, Wanna let you know,
I'm loving you more day by day,
Eventhough we never see each other face, Never be with each other sometimes,
You're in malaysia.... But Yet the feeling of loves to each other, never even fade,
Or what, and yet is increase more, Seriously, hubby, iloveyouh.
No matter how far u goes, the feeling will always there! ^^♥
You're the most important person in my lifee throughout my family. ♥

Today daddy see me wearing the necklace, asked me:
Girl since when u wore this necklace? From who?
Sister say: From her belove boyf still have the name ley. Haha.So sweet woh~
Daddy: Aiyouh, Really uh?
Me: Sis, kp lah cb. Ya. -.-
Mummy: Wah how old woh? Since when? Finally my girl have boy already uh?
Sister: LOLS,
Me: Huanlo. hehe.
Daddy,mummy and sister: Lastlong gurl, Finally find true ones, Cherish and don't let go like past.
Jiayouh, When free, ask him go out eat w/ us.
Me: Orh, ty~ lols.
-.- ♥
♥Hehes, So cute hor? LOLS. ♥-♥
kays, short post, cus in busy. ^^

2011-11-14T07:15:00.000+08:00

Finally reply me in 2 hours ago, ?
Sorry i never go see, i went to ktph bandage my neck and hand, -.-
i nvr angry, dont worry.
i wont letgo you, no matter whats :)
i not that kind of person alright, hee ^^
Kays, going off at 10:40. Hope will hear ur voice before i went off.
hmm kays,bye

2011-11-14T02:27:00.000+08:00

Now is 0225 am le, surprise i havent slept right?
waiting for hubby to reply, damm freaking worry bout him, chat half way suddenly
no replys, if u cant call its okay but atleast reply when u
see that msg... I've sprain my neck just for doing things for u :(
and my hand sprain too. Haish pain wondering tmrw how am i gonna pf?
no matter how tired am i, i ll still wait for u.
Damm worry till tears drip down suddenly,

Ytd was a funn chat w hubby til 0330 am than slept. Iloveu.
Feeling that i love him more day by day....
Hmm kays short post gonna wait for him :)
thanks jingyin and jingmin talking on phone w me to comfort me
entertain me, but i will still wait hehe.
kays,short posty :)

2011-11-12T21:59:00.001+08:00

hoho, updating naw :)
this few days quite busy for me uh sorry, ytd went to suntec city conversation there, so crowded , alots ppl outside queing for 1 singer from japen but idk who lol...
than back home, finally can hear ur voice, lucky i back on time :)
this few day is sleepless.for me, nvr sleep at all...
hmm, today went to marina square than blahblah, half eay raining so heavily til 4 plus, so we tooked cab from there back to yishun hehe.
thats for this few days events :)

missing you every second, moment,
great that heard ur voice and and chat w u :) missdieyou.

2011-11-11T12:24:00.001+08:00

♥DAY3:11/11/11,

I Love Youh >< Missing you badly.

Ytd night call youh, But never answer, guess you sleep already,

Nbm (: Cause i understand you're tired.

Having sleepless night ytd, Can't sleep ,

Keep holding on to the necklace and carebear.

Missing youh, thinking about our deals.

Hope we won't break the deals. ^^

No matter how long , how far you go, i'll wait for you to come back ♥

Haih, 1 month ley, so long, )); can't hear ur voice, Gonna be

sleepless for me everynight, How?! Hmm,

Hope you will be back as fast as possible. Cause i miss you alots. ♥

Must remember our deal as what u say so. (:

I will write something and fold something till you're back,

and pass it to you! ^^ ♥ Hope to hear ur voice right now ):

Hehe, Kays my love's crap till here first. (:

Going out w/ mummie, eat than treatment, HOHOHO!

how's nice is my life? Keke. ^^

Wear your necklace to comfort my self that you're just beside me. (:

Kays, Short post, ended. ♥

If you never treat me as how i treat you nvm,

But since, you've let go ? i know the answer already, sorry for appearing in your life. Bye.

2011-11-10T17:25:00.000+08:00

09112011;2145♥

Wearing necklace that give by him to me♥ \m/

But i scared will spoilt so hardly wore it. (:

♥ 0911112145 change my life,

Change my everything. (:

I don't expect anything from you, I won't

stopped any of ur freedom,

But i just want u be more cheerful , happy, smile everysingle day.

And lastly, Don't gave me empty promises that u made, just so shortandsimple. (:♥

Sorry for never make time for you, I'm in a rush, sorry.

I know you're leaving tmrw, hope have a safe trip (: I'll missyouh.

I won't think too far of our relationship , cause we're still young. ♥ (:

Follow our fate goes, (: teehee.

Kays, Today went to jingyin's house, than down take bus met jingmin , jaslynn,

than take 969 tgt to northpoint, go library return books and waiting for someone. (:

Than slack at northpoint, so paisey siol, make jingmin keep laughing. -.-

wtf? hehe, embarrased things, i dw share. pleah. :p

Kays, than walking back home w/ jingyin them together, yet half way boy call,

say go back want give us thing, than we took bus back, me and jingmin marathon again!

i love it. hehe, Yesh, that's how sweet and close our relationship . (:

go back to northpoint, the bus stop at yishun mrt station,

guess who i saw? Andy, weekiat, joshua tang and 1more.

Friendly smile to andy and just walk off, suddenly havent 1 mins, all shout joanneeee ley joannneeee ley joannneeeley -.- so loud, turn back all laughs. -.-

Than find boys, yet surprise was, guess what? He gives me a couple necklace w/ his name ♥

Hoho, shiock bodoh! I give him ytd carebear,

Today give him is monkey finally found it. When popular shopping w/ my girls,

Bought lots soft toy for them rich right? lols. :P

Than it's time go home, so left early, went off take bus,

Reached home, dad say wahhh~ so early back uhs? -.-

Go up studio, More funny, kanna scolded, say Wah more early hor? 2 become 4 pm? laughs. -.-

Kays, My crap till here, have countless to say. ^^

Surprise that just 2nd day 10/11/11 and u give me this, ♥ ♥ ♥

Kays, end here, tmrw post more! ILY ♥

2011-11-10T11:11:00.001+08:00

Morning !

This just kindly morning picture(: hehe.

2011-11-09T18:58:00.001+08:00

I'm not tired for doing all nonsense things. ♥
I'm smart don't you know? even though i'm known as silly girl. But my brains still work uh! Hehe. Maybe after opening everything, You'll mistaken or what? I don't know uh, ~ Lols, Hoping monkey :
MonkeyMonkey, You're going off this friday already. ));
Ask you when coming back, you also dk,)): But hopes you come back early, We celebrate christmas together! ^^ Hope You have a save journey towards ur trip to ur hometown! Yeah, Must miss us hor, Don't l8r dk how come back, Don't come back become stranger to us hor, will sad de. We'll miss you. (:
As how u tell me when i'm in US & Paris, You told me the same thing as i telling you naw! Hehe. YeapYeapys. Hope you Enjoys ur holiday in ur hometown! Keke! ^^ Kays My short post, Hope tmrw will post moreuh~ (:

♥I'm shiock of what you told me,

♥ You brought me w/ lots of joys,laughter,smile,memories.

♥ You can't make me stopped laughing,smiling.

♥ Eventhough you do something's to me or break down promises that u made for me.

But idk why i won't angry and i will be more cheerful towards.

♥ Based on ur action Always make me smile.

♥ You're very helpful , always help up me, eventhough we wasn't that long.

♥ You're kind, But for all this, don't mistaken me.

♥ Things that are written by me, is just a memories and my feeling for travels.

♥ It might be sweet for u, but actually no.

♥ I'm not tired of writing all . (: I'm not tired of folding. (: Use to it already. (:

♥ Kays end my day ♥

2011-11-09T15:47:00.001+08:00

HeyHeyHey!

Finally yeah~ back home.

Have fun today w/ desmond,weiming all~ Sorry andy and ur friend,

that very bored, cus abit shy hehe, but won't have next time like that anymore. LOL.

kays mainpoint,

I love my girl jingyin!

And thanks to jiaen for ur present, i love it! TY NUER!

but sad that u leave early. ):

Today slack at 640 shelter there, monkey

all go buy cake for me! ^^ But hor, More sadness is, Your are late for second time again and the same

is late for 1 hours plus. -.- Playplayplay very nice play? Bodoh~

Than surprise, That they bought cake and smash on my face,

Monkey running towards me and just throw on me, Wtf, my face! silly girl lah,

All kanna, k nvm, than? Kanna jingyin hehe, But she cry and angry.

Cry and laugh somemore. haha, than we went to sista friend salon wash hair blahblah

than buy flour and tissue back wanna throw flour but yet till me, -.-

But atleast monkey kanna, Hehe. Kays countless talks of craps.

But naw at home just shower, Cus all stick w/ disgusted smell of CAKE! -.-

Hhees, Kays, Ended. Bye.

2011-11-08T15:03:00.000+08:00

Guys,
Giving all gift tmrw to some of ur, ^^
Hehe, Don't get shiock. expecially u idiot, don't get shiock and mistaken, I'm afraid of that.
Hope tmrw i could make it, please~ Yeah, I love tmrw. ^^
Kays, currently in studio w/ lapy, Learning Goodbye baby and SD. -.-
sprain my ankle really, haihs, so hard. but i will try and put in more effort since i make the promise.
Yeah, alright. (:

2011-11-08T12:44:00.000+08:00

\m/

SillyGirl. Alright. (:

Gonna going out w/ mom l8r maybe?

Hopee tmrw i could make it. Yeah, Alright babe.

Having slightly heavy rain naw~ What a nice weather for me. Yeah.

Learning streetdance, hard, but i'll try my effort. Cause i love it.

It's meaningful for me,

Keke =^^= Alrights,

Shortpost of my lifee today! Gonna change to new chapter of my life soon in 1 more months plus!

Hehe, yeah , alright, BYES.

2011-11-08T10:00:00.000+08:00

Morning peepo! =^^= Such a nice weather, keke. alright.
Today was like really can't wake up. -.- Am i really tired till like this? Maybe,.....
Hmmm, Kays, Hmma, .................
Hope today he wasnt in home and tmrw. Hais, It totally control my freedom.
Yesterday, went barrage play kites, so funn, something happen again. o.O hehe.

Replied TagS:
Darren: Crazy spammer lah, -.-
JingMin: Ahgirl uh, i not that meaning and please la, I no longer that past joanne w/ the selfish
and childish attitude kays? U should know me well what no meh? -.- And i'm not even pissed off w/ u
why u came my blog w/ so piss off attitude? Just say short and simple want, U need piss till so bueysong ma? BGY? laughs, -.- Please, Get my meaning clearly before coming my blog w/ ur pissed attitude.
My blogger chattbox not w/ piss or angry attitude, Wanna come tag, please carry a smile and not a force smiling, hopes it clear. -.-
Xuan : Thanks girl. But i dk what to do next already. o.O

2011-11-07T17:43:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry, I'm hopeless, I've give up already.

No point trying hard on me, putting more effort in to me, Just wasting ur precious time on me.

I've no hope already, You're just forcing me to do what i dislike,'

The expectation you give me is really too high for me to make it,

I'm not as perfect as what you think, i'm a silly girl that ppl always say.

I'm making a fool of myself sometimes,

But that's my path, I admit, i WALKED wrong path. I've regret of that.

But............................................

What you still wanna expect me to do? My studys?

I've try my best even though not the expectation you want, But atleast promoted right?

There's not parent that want own child to retain and say is good to retain?

Arbo you go take examination for me and try ?

I'm seriously stress out, Just because of your forcing, Things that u wanna me do,

Things that u've done to me, day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year.

Maybe it's good for me, like what u say. But

Thats really high. Things that you promise me, did you done it?

All is pay by my SELF. you know? I don't dare to asked,

Seeing ur appearance i'm really scared and making me feel like moving out from the house.

I always act obedient infront of youh, When ever nasty thing that came out from ur mouth,

things u done to me, i'm just tolerating , ignoring, keep quiet. I know maybe

Sometimes u'll think, i'm ur biggest regretion to be apart of ur family,

Shouldn't give birth me,

U confiscated things that i need, You took away my most important thing .

You made a promise say u will return, pay, everything. Yet? Cames to a lie.

Every time i was just cheering my self, comforting my self,

Be strong, not being weak and let u scold,

I'm a girl, a human born to be like this, w/ this kind of attitude problem,

brain, If you regret, Think i shouldn't be ur daughter, What for still give birth me?

Stopped me when i wanna leave.

I've enough. Ytd night, u came hospital and tell me this,

I promise, i won't, i will do it, i promise. So what?

Comparing me with others? They have the brain to study but i don't have.

I've already awake, waken that i' was walking the wrong path in past,

But nawh i told u i turn over new leaf, Changing my self, be ur expectation,

But no matter how hard i wanna try, i done, Here's the result already.

If you really dislike me being apart w/ ur, You shouldn't care about my health, my everything.

I trying to do my best, earning to afford myself, Everything i pay. few thousand my own.

without ur paying. I know i wasnt that reach even though we've 2-3 houses,

But i still being obedient trying to listen to u,

do what u want me do.

My piercing, u always nag, so what? atleast i close some right?

Atleast i close up my lips,tongue? Not as weird as past?

And i've my freedom to do what i want,

You can't stop me for going. I can listen to you, but not forever.

I can with you, But not everytime.

I've grow up already, eventhough i know, i'm still children,kids to your,

But for me, i'm a teenager, nolonger that childish minded joanne,

No longer that always do thing never think, being silly and believe ppl the joanneNjx!

Hope you get my meaning?

Everyscars that lay on my body before or after, always keep a memories,

Hias, nbm, i think i've to end here already, it's long sotry, countless to shoot out, nehmind,

end here bah~

Just wanna show u, let you know, I'm JoanneNJX,

I can do it mean i can, Without any of ur forcing. (:

2011-11-07T16:35:00.001+08:00

WOO, discharge! (:
Just awake 1hour bfore, ^^ .. Keep on sleeping for this few days, -.-
Like a piggy already, haha, Ytd till naw slept 13hours, wah, so cool.
By right today meeting jingyin go cycle, but lazy, hehe,
Hais, was thinking how , for this friday?
-.-Headache, If you're not prepared or willing, than let go bah, Hais.
Few days in hospital, Thinks alot.
When i flip our msg, Make me recalls our memories,
Make me think of your voice, Your appearance,Your funny looks,
Your angry looks, Your emo looks, Seriously, Make me miss alot.
I'm seriously sorry for not cherishing you for past, Not treating how u treat me,
Eventhough somehow days u treated me badly, But is becus of what i had done to u,
When flipping through the msg, Makes me tears alots, Fer 3 days ,
I than realize, everything is my fought, Make u break the trust on me.
But i'm thanks that u give me a chance be w/ me for the 3hours, I'm enough, I won't
asked much from u, Seriously thanks for the trust,
And the scars that lay on my body, my leg, have not even recover for half months already,
When ever i look into the scar, keeps letting me rmb something~ hais.

Just hope that, YOu'll smile everywhere u goes, everypath u went,
Don't go wrong path, Yeah, alright. Ends.

-Short post-

2011-11-05T15:43:00.000+08:00

In ktph~ (:
Using my ipad =^^= .. .. ..
Today morning, sorry laogao, nvr called ue, forgotten le hehe. paisey
But must pick up unknown call hor, i will call u, (:
Morning jiaen call me, sorry girl, i was abit tired so fall asleep, when ue call me,
around 8 i chat not that long and cus no batt le, sorry~
Btw,
My dear girl , TEOJIAEN,
why so dumb ? Why so silly? Being so silly for what?
You think it's worth it, but do he think so? For u is, for him ain't..
Learn to take, learn to give out, let go....
Don't wanna sleep for whole day? Does he care seriously? Think carefully,
Stopped being so silly, i wanna u be more cheerful already, ytd is ytd, It's over day 1.
Day by day, be more cheerful cann?
I don't wanna continue see ur emo faces, U're a cheerful girl always i thought?
From naw on, I wanna u go w/ me together,
Be cheerful, brings up more laughter and smile, jokes to ur life, to our lifee?
Over means over, let it over, no matter what u do, it cant change this facts,
face the truth, the facts, learn, Learn to let go, grow up more.
After this relationship, don't so silly anymore. i told u already, not everyman is good,
Shouldnt put too much hope and trust, cus all it came to a lie, lie of love story ,
Hope u can get it, Give sometime to calm down, jiayouh!

From Naw :
ME, AND YOUH TEOJIAEN,
TOGETHER, JIAYOUH FOR OUR LIFEE? BRINGS UP MORE
CHEERFUL , LAUGHTER,SMILE,JOKES,JOYS,
FORGET ALL UNHAPPY MEMORIES, TURN OVER A NEW PAGE,CHAPTER OF UR LIFEE,
RESTART ALL OVER AGAIN, OK? I'LL BE HERE W/ U FOREVER,
NOT ONLY ME, EVEN UR FRIEND, APRIL? YEAH, ALRIGHT, MUST PROMISE ME KAY?
-JOANNE-

2011-11-04T14:42:00.000+08:00

Can you affordable ?

I might be silly sometimes,But i'm still awake~

Atleast i know what i'm doing~

I might be outsider saying crap down here,

But despite, she's my friend,my darling, my nuer,

I don't wanna see her become like this.

I hope, I hope, I hope...

You will understand our meaning,

Hope you can change ur stubborness,

Trying my best to be strong,

Being cheerful, Chilling,

Cheering my self, comforting my self no matter what had happen.

Staying strong.

I may looked week infront u, or for u?

But that just a appearance of me. (:

Hope i can stay liek this forever~ (:

Turning over, Changing my self yeah~

Kays, my gastric cramp again, shall stopped here, Byee's~

HopeLess,

2011-11-04T12:33:00.002+08:00

She was happy to heard some promises you say to her,
But yet it cames to a lie, And Hurt her deeply.
Eventhough sometimes, She'd know u break some promises to her behind oftenly,
But she just keep quiet and carry a smile to you, But you ley? What u did to her?
Thing that u done got more than wat she had done to u? It's just a misunderstanding, Everypromises she say to you, She never break it before or after, She're not a fool for u to play w/ , to crash it. She's ur gf, Do you know? Or maybe ur brotherhood is more important than a girlf?
Think carefully before u make the decision,
You sure youh wanna let go and lose her or wanna hold it tight and talk to her?
Brothers or girlf more important? Did u trust ur girlf before? Did u done anything to her made her upsad oftenly?

Maybe i might be saying crap, I'ma a outsider, But she's my nuer, My darling, i don't
wanna see her get hurt, goes the way that i gone before, You own self had promise me before
Won't disappoint her, won't break anypromises u made to her, before i leave.
But when i'm back, Countless things happen to ur? She's ur girlfriend u know?
I'm not trying to put all the blame on youh, i'm just saying the facts.Listening to ur brothers,
and mistaken ur girlf , yeah, ur brotherhood has been w/ u for more longer than being w/ ur girlf.
But eventhough u listen to them, u shouldn't be so stubborn straight away go find her right?
Shall ask her nicely don't u? She not a spare attire or toy. She's a girl, A cheerful girl,
comfort her self. Eventhough she did know u break promises oftenly behind her,
But she just keep quiet and don't wanna tell u, cause she afraid to lose u, She can't afford to lose u,
Could u really afford to lose her? Willing let her go, Love isn't a game.
Once u make that decision to lose her, let go her, Must rmb, she won't turn back and look at u anymore.
She'll just disappear like that, no matter how much u regrets, countless of sorry u say,
Recall, first time u see her, ask her be w/ u, It's easy or difficult to get her?
She not no body want, she has alots ppl to want her, just that u're lucky to get her.
Please boys, think carefully seriously, i don't wanna see her being like that.

Past, I've always happen this kind of matters,
My boy will wither hurt me or waht, But during march,
I stead w/ the boy, He's just like u, but when we quarrel, he will always say sorry first.
Scared to lose me, When we was playing, he know he make me upsad ,cry, but i was upsad for awhile,
and i become normal, he tot i'm still angry, He never even Text me or call me or inbox me on phone, and
never even talk to me, hiding away from me. I thought we really ends, secretly,silencly, My tears
dripping from my eye slowly, Suddenly i was surprise by my darling girl, from his class, came to me and pass me a let, When i open it, more surprise, why?
Cause he spend the time during lesson and recess when he never even reply or msg me, call me, talk to me,
To write 1000 of sorry in the letter , It's might be touch, But it's over just making an example.(:
Hope u couples won't really happen or go the way that i gone before,
Maybe u guys need sometime to think or calm down , i won't disturb u, but think carefully,

2011-11-03T17:38:00.000+08:00

My dear girl ,JingYin's ♥/

Our laughters and joys never stopped , Always make me laugh and carry a smile throughout days,

Like just nawh, We're just keep on laughing and laughing nonstop, Everytime where ever we goes,

We will brought each other laughters and memories, Always enjoy staying w/ ue,

When i sick u care for me, when i need help, u're the one who helps me and cheer me. But nawh, i wanna tell ue, No matter what, You must be strong, I'm always here for you, like what u say to me!

Yeah, Iloveyouh~ ♥/

Lets continue on 28th 04 2011, 28th,0511,280611,280711,280811,280911,281011,281110,281211 and countless! Iloveyouh my dear girl, ♥/

-Joanne-[♥/]

Dear JingYin & JiaEn's ,♥/

You're very amazing friend, That brings me joys laughter no matter where we goes,

I hopes you're happy naw w/ ur life and ur stead.

I don't wanna your to happen or go through the way that i've gone.

I want your stay happy , make ur life colourful. Make it brighten!

And not hiding away from some problem away. It's wrong and youh shall face it the truth.

I can be ur listener if you need it.

My cheerful nuer, Promise me, No matter what, You've to be strong ,

don't cry or sadover. Promises can be break easily, lies fought oftenly.

Must know, (:

Kays, My crap talks till here, Takecare whenever i'm not around. ♥/

-JoanneNJX ♥/-

2011-11-03T12:00:00.001+08:00

Carebear from weiming,Jiaen, <3

Don't judge me just by seeing my appearance.

Wtf, next year onwards using JNJX already! Hehe, finally.

LOL, Having Mac Delivery l8r. ^^

Today have some party at home , Hehe,

.....^6^ .....

Currently chatting w/ my dear girl after jingyin, is jiaen! Hehe,

Seriously, My dear girl, I'm sad over of you,

Just because you're sad. Carry smile over the bridge, Be more cheerful than wat i expect.

I hope you will really be brave than waht i thought.

It's just a mistaken, nothing will happen it, DOn't worrys,

take good care of yourself is the best and most importantly,

I will try help up ue, don't worrys.Don't wanna ue happen the way that i gone through before.

Boys, Can you stopped being so stubborn?

Can you change? I know that is you, you are born to be like this, But

not all her fought right? Why don't u listen to the explaination?

Just because of listen to other ppl u straight away call her and asked her>?

Funny, She's ur girlf, He ur brother, who more important? If She's not important than ur brother,

Why still stead w/ her? Stead for cumlan? Scold her for what?

Like youh don't have wrong? Nehmind, Think yourself, I don't wanna waste energy telling u,

calming down u, .

Girls always suffer more than boys. -.-

2011-11-02T11:38:00.000+08:00

Inspired.

Thanks for the day being w/ me. (:

Everything has ended We never owe each other anything anymore! (:

Yeah, Right bye.

[] Game Over. GoodByee's (:

2011-11-02T09:27:00.000+08:00

GAME OVER.

IT HAS ENDED!

My target has reach and it's over and ended! (:

Won't happen this kind of rubbish anymore!

Eventhough how much pain that i get hurt,

I won't so trusted in them anymore. I am SCARED.

To happen again and make me need repeat the game. I'm tired seriously.

What i can do naw is won't trust any of ue anymore uh! (:

Trust my own is the best, Won't unlocked. LOL.

WTF, TEOJIAEN! WHY CALL YOUH NEVER PICK UP MY CALL?

WHERE GOT LIKE THAT DE? -.-

MAKE ME CALL 10 TIMES. ~,~HAISS.

guys, tmrw than come k? hehe, sorry. There's some funeral going on. paiseh. x.x

11:11 , 1/11/11 IN PARIS TIMING! ♥

2011-11-01T16:09:00.000+08:00

Just done chatting my dearJiaEn!
Hehe, having sweetchat! >< don't jealous? LAWLS.
Guys, You might be quite surprise that i made this decision?
Make me pay few thousands gain? 0.0

Today 1/11/11?
Few days l8r become 11/11/11 , 11:11 ?♥
I love it! Hehe, Wats a nice number? yeah, haha .

Kays,

My dear , don't forget our promises and secret that just made. .
Counting down for 2/11/11 ♥ w/ jiaen and jingyin! Yeah,right! hehe.
Ilovethem forever.
My best girl ever~ ♥

2011-11-01T13:27:00.000+08:00

Sorry, Make it clear, Rather than mistaken, you not even my taste, and i won't fall on ue. ^^

2011-11-01T11:40:00.001+08:00

Wearing my winter cloths?

Hehe, Nawh Currently 0427 am in paris!

Wooohooo~ glad that i'm still awaken? My body time haven change to here. need

sometimes too. Changing my own to a new person, newjoanne, Making it better life to live.

From the start of 1,2,3 count!

I've decided and make everything clearly,

start my newday by day!

I've play enough, i won't play feels anymore. After the basturd! (:

Just make me to help some girls tat went w/ him before take a slidely revenge.

And that were be my Last to play.

I may be playful but not all times. I can be serious just see how u treat me, (:

I'm not born for u to judge my appearance and anything.

Everypeople have their own appearance, arbo u go face to the mirror ur own see

ur appearance first than say others?

If u ain't happy w/ my attitude or what just kindly fckoff?

Cause i'm born to be like this, Wanna call ppl xmm? I'm fine la,

Cause i'm younger than u? Don't jealous. (:

Today my days,

Paris i love youh, Going out l8r! hehe, i love it. So damm freaking cold wtf?

Chatting w/ weiming, Jingyin, blahblah. hehe. I miss my friendy!

Kays la, end of my day!? hehe, ILY!

2011-10-31T12:41:00.001+08:00

Yeah, My day! Thats me! ^^

I will be back asap! Hehe.

Here's end of my day chapter stories! ^.^

I look like have change somehow?

Hair starting grow longer! iloveit.

First time i cutted on july, It's just a refresh of my life,

I wanna start everything new, so i went to cut. But naw grow i dont wanna cut anymore!

I can leave without youh, Making my life more lifely and happy!

Memories had slowly forgotten, pains gones slowly. And everything is alright naw!

Just that have some other problem but nolonger that problem anymore.

I believe in my self thats all. I can do it means can.

YEAH, THATS RIGHT, I'M JOANNE SILLY GIRL? MAYBE?haha, lol.

Kyas, off to sleep haha,

[♥]Joannieeeee[♥]:

2011-10-31T09:59:00.000+08:00

Morning to sg,
Night to US?

Nawh here currently is 20:45
Hehe, chatting w/ my darling jingyin naw!
Missdie her, miss her voice, laughters,face everything!
Kyas, start my stories ^^

First day 29/10/11
i reached here, I was blankblank, dk what to say.Leave sg at 3am.
Reached here morning time, where there is night! hoho,
i went to decorate nailish! Damm fcking nice bodoh! w/ purple colour and 1 diamond on it!
Hehe, than, took cab to hospital.There's too many kind of hospital, i dk which want i going,
but lucky i have the form keke, Kyas, than, reached hospital, first thing,
Send a msg through fb, inbox my darling them i have reached already.
Than prepared changing my suit. Cause is 3rd time, so i won't feel that scary, But
in sg say only 35.5 percentage will success. So advice me come here, Should be more than 60 percent ?
Maybe, Ialsodk.
Kyas and i went in. thats my 1st day.

Second day, 30/10/11:
Halloween days? Celebrate here, quite fun uh, but i very blurr. haha.
AFter op, i was half awake around morning 11~ which here midnight already right?
Checking fb notification,status,msg,blahblah!
Feeling crampy and no strength, can't eat anything or drink. can help me diet hor? haha,
Than all the way is sleepsleepsleep like a pig. without eating or drinking anything.
Till night, they went in and told me what and when where blahblah.
Kays, than sleep back. second day end.

Thirdday 31/10/11
Chating w/ my darling right naw, cus i know they have been awake le, naw is morning at there, 9.56?
But here is 20:58
Don't feel that sleepy uh, don't worrys, Will be back early i think?hope so.
still can't eat or drink. hais, gonna thirsty me. lolol.
Kyas . my shortpost here?

Guys, i miss you badly seriously,
Eventhough we wasnt' that close, but yet, i dk why am i so?

2011-10-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

Hihi,Byebye. LOL.
Hmm, today is 6month anniversary w/ my babe! Yeah ILY KOH JINGYIN!
Thanks for ue babe, help me celebrate this FW. Spent time w. me today.
Thanks to darren, Even though at first u say u see how first, mayb come mayb no.
But yet, u still try to make it and come. Eventhough u're late. But yet, U,suenyuan and 1more of ur friend,
Give me some entertainment. Play w/ me flour,balloons,water.
Eventhough i pour on u, u look angry, but u still don't mind, and play.
Seriously thanks.
Eventhough today FW, i wasn't that happy? Abit sad or angry?
But i still appreciate today for what u'all have done for me.

We've been reminded ur BRING EXTRA! u the one say OK.
Ok, than yet never bring? Say go home change? Tot u will bring extra, intheend?
Never? Say 1.30, ur delay say 3. Say 3 delay til? 4?
I doesn't want any present , the best present is ur come, come punctual.
But yet??
Eventhough u've come, So? Never bring extra so dw play?
Even some never bring also, but yet they still entertain me, play tgt.
Ya, i feeling upsad, angry. Cause when i say to u, u angry, but yet i still
promise u, and i try and i came.
U promise me u come ya, promise me bring extra, promise me we play?
Than? U come u don't play than do what? watch show uh?
After we've gone, U than come play say l8r i angry? even though i'm angry so? can it be change over?
PPL want go le, ur than play? We play , u dw. Whats this? This ur say de FW for me uh?
Nbm, shouldnt angry after that i need fly le,
btw, thanks jiaen, For wish me goodluck. But sorry, byright pass u the Cardboard and some other stuff,
yet cus of my anger,i break it pieces, sorry. but after my A.M i will pass u back. Ya,

Kays, heres' end my day le.
I ll update more next week, i will tc, kjy!
Bye's

2011-10-25T16:08:00.000+08:00

Updateupdate le hehe.! ^^
Today went back school , abit regret to go back sial.
Early the morning talks to much crap. -.- Sun tank there uh?
Totally can't awake this morning, my alarm is 5.25am yet i slept til 6.25 am
Than was like wtf sial, Sleepy. Went to sku, everyone say, EH U COME BACK LIAO UH? FINALLY.
I was like: Huh!? LOL?
Kays, than assembly talks, all is crap sial. -.- Can't take it.
Than went back class, shouting everywhere, playing, sleeping in class,
Today take back my RB, woah, not bad uh, ^.^ Atleast never retain. hehehh,
Than after release, went down canteen have some celebration from mathematics teacher!
Than after eating, went to jingyin house slack awhile and went back home,
When pass by 641 see celine them, HEHE, finally saw her le yeah!!!~
My fishyball eye. haha,
Kays, today my post is till here! (:

Sing in the shower. Dance in the rain, laugh as much as youh can.
Live you life to the fullest Because you will never know when the life will end. (:

2011-10-24T11:21:00.001+08:00

That's me, so what? Judge me? no way!

I'm born to be like this, not happy, fck off la? (:

2011-10-24T08:58:00.000+08:00

Yo! Hehe,
Wake up le~ So tired woh!!!
Today gonna update more about past few days happy memories! ^^

Fun celebration of laogao birthdays?

BBQ ^^ hehe, ...

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Yesterday, my pfm. Hehe, so cool. lots of ppl came! keke.

Enjoy ytd after Indoorstadium, went to ION orchard and than to Vivo!

HOHO!

dk what to say liao. (:

Btw, Hey : I don't argue w/ Xmm,

You're super de guailan and laolan,

I won't waste my energy on u just because of small matters. (:

Don't wanna spoilt my mood w/ it!

Reason i say don't argue w/ xmm back to youeh, Cause this what u'all

always say to others. And nawh i forward back to youh,

Don't think ue have ppl helped u so what?

Can helped forever meh?

I Shoot u til u nothing to say, than u change topic uh?

Funny, Ahya, lose mean lose, always a loser for u.

Nth to say don't change topic liao la, just admit u're k?

Even though u admit, no one give a damm on it, But u deny and

change topic, laughlaughlaugh. Ppl confirm say thinggy behind u de.!

2011-10-23T18:28:00.000+08:00

I seriously enjoy my day w jiaen and jingyin , during
Wei Ming birthday party celebration ytd full
Of laughter and jokes , joys ytd ... Hehe
Tmrw if tee I will try update more and the photo too.
Cause naw at ion orchard just end my Pfm at indoor stadium
!! Woohoo Kay la
jIAEN : darling Nuer , yeah ya lo, me too
Love more and more le hehe enjoy ytd w u!
Jingyin : baobeinuer , enjoy laugh w u too ytd
Hope tmrw we will have more and more fun day by day!!

ILOVEYOU ; JIAEN &JINGYIN !! Hehe

2011-10-21T19:25:00.000+08:00

Enjoy me day w/ JiaEn & JingYin
At my house! Hehe, i love your baobei!
Slacking at my house play, enjoy! Finally we've done making all
things le. Today we've jokes and laughter! Yeah, xx hehe.
So nice! I love today! So peaceful somemore.
But right we've a nice topic to chat on. But my dad is back home and we've to rush out le. paiseh~
sorry uh. But Jiaen &Jingyin super cute, Especially jingyin, Kna hit by me fer so many time
hehe, But still enjoyed today!
Kays girls, seeya tmrw! ILUBYOUEH! ~♥♥♥♥

2011-10-21T08:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANWEIMING! LAOGAOO~~~Hehee~...

Hey Morning peepo!
Hehe, My eye is really WTF? swallon til no need swallon liao la, kns.
Day by day, Swallon more and more worst ley! How to go out?
Today Mom wanted bring me out eat , and my treatment.
BUT THAN i promise jiaEn and jingyin that i meeting them ley, can't break the promise!
So how? Hmmm,
Maybe either is meet jingyin le, see maybe she can come my house, than she come uh,
go out til 3 we go back fetch jiaen? Maybe only can like that ba?
Hehe, hope too! (:
Tmrw sis want me go ION orchard w/ her, But i promised weiming to celebrate birthday tgt!
Because of ue, My stupid Performance change to sunday ue know/? If not is tmrw night liao , ....
Hehehh~

2011-10-20T09:51:00.000+08:00

♥/♥

End of my day!

Shouldn't think too much,

crazyoveryouh,

2011-10-20T08:46:00.000+08:00

♥/♥

Yesterday went to 803 meet jingyin and jingmin!

Enjoy our day together even though not long! Than we went to buy cardboard

for each of us M.A ^^

L8r meeting them again, By right today i'm suppose to attend my EX-primary teachers birthday. But

cus the laogao birthday is on sat. and yet we've not even prepared anything!!! WTF.

So i'm sorry that i had break ur promise. cause

we promise that every year of ur birthday ll celebrate for ue de right? sorry.

If i could i will make it l8r on but short while!

For laogao birthday, We gonna stick the leave on it and beans! hehe,

Cause he hate vege and loves soya beans so much!!!

L8r need booked the bbq pit also. == mafan.

but atleast better than spending so much money on ktv blahblah?? haha,

Last but not least, Had a VERY NICE CHAT on phone w/ my

JIAEN NUER!!!! woohooo~ Chatting about how to do and where fer laogao birthdays!

heheh, yeah, Kays la, Wish l8r JiaEn can come along w/ jingyin and me

to make. !♥♥ (: seeya. ♥

2011-10-19T12:29:00.000+08:00

Day of me, (:

Trying to be more stronger, facing the true.

Cause what i know is, Here's end of us.

Maybe here's the end of our fate?

Ended, end of everything....

Sometimes i'm afraid to lose youh, But

i know that you will go 1 day and leave me .

You won't be forever there when i needed ue.

If really is mistaken,even though my eye have abit problem,

just back from hospital, but i'm not blind atleast right?

how u want be to trust the way u did?

Nevermind,

What i know now is,

Knowing you all is my biggest mistake that i make in my life ever.

Bye's.

2011-10-19T10:17:00.000+08:00

Today no school for me. (:
My eye is damm pain and abit redred de. ==
Morning by right going to school, wear uniform bathe everything is done.
when opened the door, mom say this to me: Ting uh, Don't go school today le luh,
Since not so important subject, If you don't feel to go than just don't go ba. (: "
Hehe, nicenice woh? Thanks mummie uh! ♥
i can spend the day and time for today, doing some memories thing.
Writting diary? Feel that i'm often write diary after the matters gone,
Feeling to write more and more b4 My OP. i'm afraid . My eye's, now is more worst le.
If the thing never gonna disappear, also need OP to remove off. wtf is this?
Why ? this is my life? hais, Wish it could faster disappear. If not mom say,
go There other than gastric need do eye also. Doctor say if anyhow will be blind ley!
Ask me howhowhow? Wish faster disappear between the 1 week uh, please!

Hais, kays la, nothing much to say le, have to rest at home, l8r meeting dearest to take my
stickys than home sleep~ rest!~ heheh, (' ♥
♥ya, -Jo@nneee-♥

2011-10-19T10:10:00.000+08:00

♥ JiaEn Nuer,

Thanks uh. (: You're really such a friendly and sweet girl,

Even though we doesn't know each other for long,

But yet we've become more and more close?

We enjoy chatting w/ each other yeah.

Everything goes like that,

But i can see that, the first time u are nervous and shy to talk to me right/?

But slowly we've some topic to say w/. hehe. ^^ SECRET? yeah.

Wish we'll talk more and more and more often go out?

If have anything wanna talk or say but u dk want say to who,

Than feel free to talked w/ me. (:

Nawh, i'm ur mummie, yeah, so feel free to say it.♥

Lastly, LastLong w/ that Laogao. Hehe! Yeah,

Anniversary: 18 OCTOBER 2011 ♥♥♥